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Sunday, September 02, 2007
it's been awhile

it's been a long time since i've posted something on my blog. Honestly, I've been havving problems logging in, forgot my password and all....For the past few days i've been thinking a lot, contemplating due to boredom and lack of things to do beside work.. Everything is just so ordinardy and routinary, "Life really is a routine. It's just a matter of perspective that would make everything fun" - my alterego speaking. I took my first leave two weeks ago, after almost 9 months and I took another leave last Friday. I actually watched "1408" and I tell you the storyline sucks! I was in the middle of the movie and I wanted to get out...Afterwards, I needed a buffer from the awful movie that I watche so I watched "Evan Almighty" and it wasn't as funny as I thought it would be. Nonetheless, it was a good stress buster from work.

This has been what's goin on with my life - I do watch movies almost every pay day weekend w/ Michael. And i do watch alone before going home to Bulacan and I think I've been into all the moviehouse in Gateway. How pathethic. hehehe...I saw Pai twice at Podium and the snob that she is - she didn't even said "hi!". Just joking Pai! How time flies...It's been a year since a quit med school and decided to try a different journey. Yes, there are nights wherein I ask myself if i have been more patient - the why I'm patient with work. What if worked a little bit harder? - the why I do now. Questions that will never be answered. But i always tell myself that it's up to me to make all things rights and I must say that I'll never get the answers that I want, things that i really want to do with my very young life, "We have the rest of eternity to search for happiness", I firmly belive that we are all in a quest for what makes our lives worthwhile and we will only find fulfillment once we are old and gray. The humans that we are we will always look for answers and we will be happy but it's only in the end that we can always say that "I really did my best and I'm really happy about". Right now, I just go with the flow.

Yes. i do watch movies alone and it really sound pathetic. But what can I do? I get leaves on a week day. WHerein everyone is at work and/or school and more importatnly I am single. I have to admit it's hard to stay single most especially when everyone at work has a significant other. Boyfriends go and fetch after work, Girlfriends fighting over the phone and leaves taken so that they can date. Ho humm...You left at your desk mumbling and doing your work. I'm not bitter and jealous, I'm happy where I am but it's hard when people aroung you are asking you why in the world are you single? Well, I just laugh and answer "Ganun talaga eh". It's hard being single but it can really be good also. You don't have to strees yourself over managing your time because you have all the time in the world for YOURSELF..you get to love yourself and splurge for YOURSELF..now i'm sounding selfish..hehehe..Honestly, I'm just patiently waiting...Waiting for the time, for that person - insert all mushy stuff-.....I just took a step backward and maybe just maybe when the right time comes I'll be back again but right now i'm just happy where I am - what I am. Then again I'm also growing tired of it. I'm confused.hahaha! just sitting, waiting and wishing will do you no good. (=

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Saturday, June 23, 2007
rainy season

Rainy season is here to stay. I feel so blessed the past weeks, and Im really overwhelmed and thakful for all of these. And also a part of me is afraid about the law of averages that everything that is happening right now might be replaced or negated by something bad. But that would be another story huh? I'm so ahppy and thankful for all of these and it's so nice to share these things with my family and friends and wouldn't even be better if I can share it with someone special aside those I mentioned previously. I guess you can't have all the things you want at the same time. Thank you Lord for all of these.

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Saturday, June 09, 2007
company outing

Company outing namin 2 weeks back.. Yun pasok sa office ng 9am tas alais ng 3pm papuntang EK..ang saya kahgit medyo may ambon parang nung pumunta tayo dati ng class na may bagyo pa nun kaya madaming di nakasama..Anyways, it was really fun and we were given 200 worth of wizard money..wow! haha! inubos ko siya sa pizza at pepsi ayaw ko kasing magheavy meal baka kasi isuka ko lang..haha! sayang wala ung anchor's away naka-maintenance tienes. Halos nasakayan ko lahat except sa log jam ang haba kasi ng pila eh..pero bawi sa rio grande thrice ata kami dun at basang basa talaga ako hanggang underwear.hehehe..Nanalo pa ako ng giraffe dun sa basketball.hapi! hehe..Tas dumating si BAmboo pero di ko na napansin kasi kasalukuyang na sa space shuttle ako nun habang kinakanta nya yung Kisapmata at sa isang kisapmata nagpaikot-ikot ako sa space shutlle at same feeling na hindi ka makahinga sa bilis at against the wind yung takbo niyo kaya habang sumisigaw ka eh balik sa bibig mo lahat ng hanging..haha..! it was really fun. Wish you were there.

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Saturday, June 02, 2007
end of summer

tapos na ang summer buti nakapag-beach ako kahit papaano. ang lakas ng ulan the past few days at nung araw na nagdala kong payong papasok ng opisina sabay ang tigil ng ulan - naging summer ulit.

okay sa HSBC -Manila 2 na talaga ako sabi nung kasama ko na naunang napunta sa Manila 2. Tapos kanina nakasametime (parang YM sa office), yung assistant manager (AM) ko na nasa Alabang, dun talaga ko narereport. At sabi niya may bagong AM na na-hire at dun na daw ako magrereport. Sabi ko "mamimiss nyo ba ko?" "oo daw" "sabi ko "mamimiss ko kayong lahat". Ewan ko ba sabay nag-call outs ako nun tapos nanginnginig boses ko nung kausap ko yung applicant sabay na medyo naluha ako. Nagulat ako sa sarili ko bakit bigla akong naluha, oo mamimiss ko din mga boss ko sa Alabang kahit 'di ko talaga sila nakatrabaho as in kasama sa opisina. Mamimiss ko talaga sila, yung pagiging mapagpasensiya nila sakin, sa paginitindi nila sa pagiging lalaki ko (mahina daw sa details ang mga lalaki). Which was proven wrong by my girl teammate...Hehe..Actually ako lang ang lalaki sa team yung bagong AM babae din. HAys.. Mamimiss ko sila kung kelan pa naman medyo nakakaintindihan na kami..KUng kelan pa naman nagiging ko ang lahat..Nung una ang pakiramdam ko napabayaan ako dahil pinadala ako sa Ortigas. Pero hindi pala, naaawa pala sila sakin kasi nag-iisa ako.. Nag-symphatize ba, at naiintindihan nila kung bakit ako nagkakamali..

Ngayon bago na namang adjusment matapos mkaadjust..Sana mabait yung bago kong AM, mamimiss ko ang mga Alabang girls at PBCom Gals...Wala na akong marereceive na email na nakaaddress as "Hi girls and boy"..Bago na namang challenge, at good news pa ata..At long last after two months (sabi two weeks lang daw ako sa Ortigas) magkakaroon na ako ng bagong kasama aside from the AM. My bagong hire na fresh graduate from UST din. Rochelle ang name nya at magna cum laude. At siyempre nagsearch na ako sa mga koneksiyon at nalaman kong Section A pala siya, sabay search sa friendster..sabi ko sa sarili ko: "pwede"..Hahaha! Sa thursday kami unang magmeet at tuturuan ko daw sabi ni old AM ko. Exciting na nakaktakot kasi ngayon ala na akong reason or excue kapag nagkamali ako kasi may kasama. Ang good news ay ang posibilidad na ang dati kong pinapasok sa 12 hours ay mababawasan sa ehem...sna 10 hours na lang..sana ok si new AM at si new partner ko.

I'm happy and sad at the same time. Mamimiss ko talaga sila, kahit na di ko naman talaga sila nakasama sa workplace yung fact na my "bond" na nabuild and the fact that i'm leaving those that I grew fond of for the past 7 months medyo mahirap maalis yun. Oh well, we all need to grow.

Andami ko nga plan gusto. A few weeks ago, sabi ko sasarili ko habang na sa FX ang tagal namang maglabas ng Maroon 5 and Linkin Park ng new album. At viola! biglaang tumugtog ung 2 banda ng newwest single nila..Ayun gusto kong bumili ng album nila tas kailangan ko din ng new wallet..tapos..tapos...gusto ko din ng jacket..pati ano pa.. yung body bag..tapos...wala akong pera..Hehe.. I wish we can welcome the rainy days with a smile.. (=

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ndi ako mkpgtag! hay! ndi n ntuloy yung plano ntin ng mga movies. tugtog ng blog ko yung bgo ng maroon 5..yung linkin..ndi ko p narinig pero may part ng video nla na nakita ko n...alam mo yung title?

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end of summer

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Sunday, May 06, 2007
breaking point

I'm at my breaking point right. Taking everyday one day at a time - redudant like my work..ahehehe..

How do I start? Politics at work is evil, by as the weeks pass by such thoughts seem to disappear but a new problem has appeared. I've made a lot of mistakes at work,eats my confidence and brings me down to my knees. I can't make excuses even if I want to. Having to do a three-man job is really tiring. I can't blame anyone but myself. How long can I take this "punishment"?

False modesty is kicking-in.

I REALLY NEED A BREAK.

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Saturday, April 21, 2007
sundo

Sundo - Imago

Kay tagal kong sinusuyot ang buong mundo
Para hanapin, para hanapin ka
Nilibot ang distrito ng iyong lumbay
Pupulutin, pupulutin ka

Sinusundo kita, sinusundo

Asahan mo
Mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo

Sa akin mo isabit ang pangarap mo
Di kukulangin ang ibibigay
Limutin ang kaba tuluyan kang bumitaw
Kaya manalig, manalig ka

Sinusundo kita, sinusundo

Asahan mo
Mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo

... inaasam ang sandali, nilibot ang buong mundo maghihintay sayong sundo

Asahan mo
Mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo

wah! crush ko na si Aiya..hehe..Napanod nyo na ba ung video ne'to? Gusto kong gawin yun maglakbay kung saang lupalop..ahehe..

*****

sabi nung isa naming interviewer mukha daw akong 19 years old..totoo pa lang nakakatuwa ung ganun...ahahaha!

serious mode. in contrast, work is forcing me to "grow-up" without my consent..ahehe..


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sd!!! ui hnd ako mkapgtag dun eh ---> niwei dko pa nkikita ung mtv nian..pero gs2 ko lhat songs ng imago... kht ung rain song..hehe..;)

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Friday, April 06, 2007
laughing stock

Laughing stock. Please correct me, is it one-word or two words? I just met my high school barkada last Maundy Thursday during our Visita Iglesia and he actually on his way to studying Theology after graduating from Philosophy. I was teary - eyed, i hoped he didn't notice.

I miss my high school days..I felt so happy then, they never laughed at me. It's fine to be laugh at, especially when you are funny or doing something well worth laughing at. what if that is not the case?

Is it wrong to feel? is it wrong to be human....i don't want to elaborate anymore. I pity those who laugh. They don't know how to feel.

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"raymond j. san diego. aka monmon / momon / esdi / sd. Graduating psych student. Gemini. Suffers from bipersonality disorder. Could last a day without talking. Or could be the most manic person the next minute. Also suffers from sleep paralysis. Loves the color green. Love dogs. Loves to sweat it out. Loves spongebob. Frustrated cook. Frustrated singer. Frustrated instrument player. Too optimistic.Too passive at times that he would laugh about things. Too preoocupied with himself that he's talking in third person. "


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