sitting.. waiting.. wishing..: borderline

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
borderline

I don't know if i should say this but i guess you should probably know this..Yes, i admit it i have what we call Borderline Personality Disorder and i hope it wouldn't freak you out..

It started when i met you (i guess)..I don't know but at times that i shouldbe down and sad i suddenly feel happy and upbeat whenever i see i you..Wheni should be feeling tired and exhausted, your smile and laugh makes me feel recharged and energetic..There are moments that i feel serious but i would suddenly blurtout something that makes the whole thing comic..There's a lot of things that i wouldlove to tell, so many stories and so many questions but i guess in front ofmy mind goes blank..There are times when i hate you because you seem to beso apathetic and reality would struck me and ask myself why should I?? Most of the time i like to sleep so that i might dream of you and that everything is perfectbut at times i don't want to sleep hoping you might call me or i just want to daydreamthat everything's fine..With you i feel small but then again i feel contented and lucky..

I don't what's really wrong with me but i guess this is just one of those days..An aftermath of biochemistry..

Stupid_Doug sitting... waiting... at 10/26/2004 06:57:00 AM | 0 comments

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