Sunday, August 21, 2005
jollibee "Kapag ba nagpapaicture si Jollibee naka-smile din ba yung tao sa loob nya?"
Sorry..I had recieved various reactions lately though nobody told me personally somebodyjust blurted that people were asking..some, i think got disgusted or freaked out..for thati'm really sorry..i received a tag that says something like "it's quite depressing to see someonesad whom you know should be expecting to make you happy" then someone, told me that "tamaan ka namansa tag n yun.."
A friend told me that "alam mo ang galing mo khit kasi ganyan ka napapakita mo p din na masaya". Iwas actually flattered..JUst try to understand that i'm the kind of person who doesn't like to sharemy problems..i'm not that vocal..i feel that sadness is actually contagious and i don't want to make other people feelhelpless..helpless in a sense that they couldn't help me..i don't like making other people's live miserable simplybecause i feel miserable..
it's just the way i am..it's actually quite easy..imagine celebrating the eve of your birthday at the hospital (whenit's actually the time you're waiting for people to greet you)..NOnetheless, why would i feel sad? why should showother people that i'm sad? when it's just a simple problem or your feelings can actually be overcome aftersometime..so no needto feel sad..just smile..
Why show people that your helpless when you know that they just slept very late last night after reviewing or preparing for an exam?when you can help them feel happy or more at ease by simply being jolly?
I'm sorry..but please don't be afraid of me..and i hope that you're impression of me won't change? What i write in my blog isjust the other side of me..the side of me that you don't see everyday..and no need for anyone to see..it's for your eyes only..hehe..Just read the joke above..and it explains my whole personality..at first you read the joke and you laugh..but when you try to lookfurther it also conveys a meaning..there is more substance from that joke..
a mask which could actually be hiding it's true emotion..for what reasons? well, same as yours..Stupid_Doug sitting... waiting... at 8/21/2005 10:10:00 AM | 0 comments
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[ 'bout me. ]
"raymond j. san diego. aka monmon / momon / esdi / sd. Graduating psych student.
Gemini. Suffers from bipersonality disorder. Could last a day without talking.
Or could be the most manic person the next minute. Also suffers from sleep paralysis.
Loves the color green. Love dogs. Loves to sweat it out. Loves spongebob.
Frustrated cook. Frustrated singer. Frustrated instrument player.
Too optimistic.Too passive at times that he would laugh about things.
Too preoocupied with himself that he's talking in third person. "
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