sitting.. waiting.. wishing..: death

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Friday, December 30, 2005
death

'di ako maka-tag!!! waaH! panay cookies chuva..hehe..

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reminds me of a friend but what if the person you love suffers from bipersonality disorder? what if the person you love is confused or
seems not to know him/herself? i think time to give some space..

"I am going to sit here with you by the river. If you go home to sleep, I will sleep in front of your house and if you go away, I will follow you - until you tell me to go away. Then i'll leave. But I have to love you for the rest of my life"
- Paolo Coehlo, By the River Piedra I sat Down and Wept

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The other night I rested my head on my pillow..and it wasy very late..everything seemed so light..i converse with him..i told him..i feel so happy..so happy that i could already die..I AM READY TO DIE..if i don't wake up after this it's fine with me..i don't want to forget this feeling of joy..if i wake up again..thank you..i guess i still have things to do..i just pray that i'll feel this way again..i closed my eyes and my muscle twitch..I WAS SMILING..

Stupid_Doug sitting... waiting... at 12/30/2005 09:43:00 AM | 0 comments

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