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Monday, May 01, 2006
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medyo madami 'to ang hirap kasing maglog-in sa blogger cookies chuva eh sabi ko biscuit na lng..har haR..

when i'm feeling blue, all i got to do
is take a look at you, and i'm not so blue

okay i'm not sure with the last phrase. i am writing this on a monday and yesterd was "sunday driving". our family went out to but some stuff, well about it? sunday driving means having to put up with RJ station and listening to 60's to 70's music..and uhh..they paly 3 to 4 consecutive songs! beat that! well, i have grown to love such music from The Beatles, E.Presley to the Lettermen..barry manilow to andy williams, the list goes on...i appreciate them but after awhile you get tired of it..and while we were drving i was telling myself "mag-commercial ka na, mag-commercial ka na" and "dj dumaldal ka na, dj dumaldal ka na" for that was my only chance and our (my father and I) unspoken aggreement if such instance happens, it would be "legal" for the other to change the station..nice huh!? and i thought it was on a presidential decree that each station should at least play 4 opm songs every 2 hours..i guess RJ station is exempted..har har..Fifty years forward, will my future children (hopefully) be appreciating my music!? will my son (hopefully) be singing Maroon 5 songs; will my daughter (hopefully) laugh when she hears me sings Coldplay's hits? Will they find Orange & Lemons, Hale or even much older let's say Eraserheads to be corny or jologs?!

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guys sino may alam ng song na itech!? sino kumanta!?

do u really know me at all?
will u give the time to catch me when i fall?
are you gonna be that real to me?

isa sa mga kanta na nakakpag-haysss..hehe..

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i like these moments..moments of simply sitting and facing the monitor and just writing thoughts and ideas that comes to mind..and more importatnly expressing pent-up emotions and it may be good or bad..some might say that all these things could all be a redundancy of past events..and i could only be going through phase..well, they could be right..i agree to some of it..i said some..some of these i learned from a friend..every one goes through phases and it's been part of our lives since we were children..well, i was talking about the physiological aspect..well, how about emotional!? i guess, it's a choice..it's a decision..you go through some sort of feelings and after sometime it may or may not last..how we react to it and may be even learn from it helps as grow even more..the idea of it (emotions) lasting is your own decision..it's something rational, you could stay in it..it could all be a stupid phase but i guess i decide to stick with it..

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i heard this song that i like..a song that i described as "the story of my life"..and i suddenly remember the time you were singing it..actually humming and then singing..i have to admit and be honest that you don't sing that well..and that's something we have in common..actually, some of the very few things we have in common..but i liked it..yes the idea of you singing..you were very patient that day, something that could also be common, i find myself patient but i don't know about other people..you were very patient with them and i was very patient with it..them the people, it the time..i never wanted the time to end and you were very eager to finish everything..i'm fine with that as long as i get to spend some time.....*mental block*.....

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excerpt from a song

pag-gising sa umaga
may bakas ng ngiti sa aking mukha
kasama kita sa aking panaginip
sasabahin ko na dapat syo
ngunit..

wala ka na..wala ka na..wala ka na..

mahahanap din kita..

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