sitting.. waiting.. wishing..: 3minutes

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Thursday, June 08, 2006
3minutes

It was a good three minutes..i didn't do anything i made my self still..i could almost hear the most minute creatures around us shouting and telling me what to do..i could almost feel every air and dust between us whispering every word that i would say..but i ignored all of it, i did not want to ruin this moment..i just want to savor the moment and i know i would just scare you..i'm satisfied just seeing you and maybe having you even for such a short time..if you only knew how much i wanted to rest my head on your shoulders and even my body beside the space that has kept us apart for eternity..one day, someday i would say all the wonderful things about you..and all the the wonderful things that you did to me..maybe.

Your one of the few things that keeps me alive..and the one thing that render me numb and hurting at the same time..Yes, i feel pain..and i don't know why..it's not your fault, maybe this pain could actually be my own doing..yes it's my own doing..and you could very well be my pain and my cure..yes, i do feel pain and i don't know why i keep doing it.

i'm would never be the one to make you smile or laugh
or comfort you in your trying and crying times
and be the one you would call
in your most difficult times
but i'll just be here
as always was and will
sitting, waiting and wishin
to catch a glance of you
and be with you
for a good three minutes.

Stupid_Doug sitting... waiting... at 6/08/2006 06:28:00 PM | 0 comments

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