sitting.. waiting.. wishing..: i.quit.

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i.quit.

UST Faculty of Medicine and Surgery motto: "Not All Deserving Are Privileged"

oh well. define irony? irony is when a friend begins his work on the same day that you quit from med school. oh yes after only 2 months i left med school. yes, i was privileged to go to school med school but i know from the bottom of my heart that i don't deserve it. yes, some dreams are not meant to happen. i left med school with a heavy heart, heavy because i know i disappointed my whole family and maybe some of you reading this..

i realized that i was doing med for the wrong reasons (3 of them) and i don't want to elaborate for i find it too personal..but i'm not closing my doors for med for i dont want to eat my words..as for now i would appply for work and then i know from there i would realize if i would like to go back to med school (if my parents would allow me) or pursue other careers..yes. i left med school with a heavy heart, for i know i am leaving some of friends and some whom could have been my friends..

one lesson i learned from this experience is too listen too other people's opinion but don't accept them, especially if you doubt their opinions..but no one is to blame but me..i am ashamed of what happened, ashamed not of my decision but to what i did to my family's feelings..the most difficult feeling in the world is to disaappoint the very people you love..but i thank God for giving me wonderful parents who are very understanding..

Last night, was a very emotional night w/ my parents and i must leave it at that..i must show my family that i'm happy with my decision..yes, they are all sad..and oh yes..i'm going on hiatus and i don't know for how long but hopefully i'll be back very soon..i simply need to find myself..for my sake, my family, my future family..and to those who has touched my life one way or another..

and thanks to the people who encouraged me.

i.believe.

there's gonna be a blue sky waiting for me..

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