sitting.. waiting.. wishing..: now what!?

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Sunday, August 20, 2006
now what!?

i can't think straight. my head seemed sore. let me get back on my feet. i'll just start scribbling.

i've been thinking of something to post but my thoughts seems to be incoherent or my brain isn't realy working..i desynthesize myself from anything or everything that involves reading, i stopped reading books or magazines the only thing i've been reading are newspapers and i only started reading stuff last week just to burn time.

<span style="font-style:italic;">i went to sleep. and there were no dreams. i stood at the mirror. i saw a stranger. i tried to run. but my feet hurts.

i used to look forward to things but lately, i just can my head straight and the vision is unclear. i can't see things on their proper perspective. i am lost and confused. i need more time.

i thought of you. the way i shouldn't be. i must stop. i should stop. time can be a torture. but everything will eventually fall into place. i would find my place.

i've been watching lots of dvd's and catching lots of sleep during night time..during the summer i've been accustomed to siestas (for about an hour) but lately all i get is a nap during the afternoon..it's really a wonder when your not stressed..hehe..i've also been donwloading oldies songs for my dad..oh well..haha!

i once told a friend how i wanted things to be.
how i wanted things to be for **
how i would like things to be for **
how much i **
how!?

Stupid_Doug sitting... waiting... at 8/20/2006 06:12:00 AM | 0 comments

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