Friday, September 29, 2006
bagyong milenyo Whoa! more that 12 hours without electricity made me think about certain thoughts..it was really a fun time looking outside the window seeing the billboard of burger king being torn apart by "milenyo", trees simply holding on and your windows shaking as if it would break anytime..the aftermath of the storm made me write these thoughts with matching song "sparks" (by coldplay) playing in my head..
Did I drive you away? I know what you'll say.***************I'll always look out for you, That's what I'll do.My heart is yours, It's you that I hold on to,That's what I do.I know I was wrong. But I won't let you down.
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toni
i was able to watch toni gonzaga at deal or no deal..so what makes her click? well, she's not as pretty as the other starts that we have in the country..but i think her beauty comes from a different level..almost every guy wants a girl who is a "cowboy"..i think you know what i mean, (yes, guys has their own list of ideals for their partners)..it may not be realistic but only an ideal or let's say persona of someone we would like..i think someone like toni excudes that kind of persona well in her showbiz persona that is..guys, would like someone he can ride the jeepney with ,going to quiapo or divisoria during the morning and go to a fine dining restaurant in the evening..someone who can carry herself in jeans and shirt (blouse) and can confidently be in her long dress..someone who can eat isaw with you (she does not have to eat but just the idea of being w/ you)..and guys like girls who are not afraid to look funny and be laught at, at the very same time..Someone who will get her soda out of her nose (ouch!) and find the funny side of such situations..being "one of the guys" can be attracting for majority of guys..and i know some people who thinks that they are really "one of the guys", but who are they to say? we (guys) ourselves can see that and are the sole judge..being one of the guys does not mean that you have to dress like us, that you have to be sporty, or punch like a guy.. or walk, talk, laugh, snore or burp like us..the essence of being one of the guys is being able to be yourself.. the ability to cope and immerse yourself with guys without losing your personality and femininity..isn't that nice!? that what makes guys attracted to such girls, we can be ourselves and girls can be themselves and at the same time we are both having fun..girls who can carry herself and be herself and be proud of it..ano yun movie ni robin williams!? if dreams may come b? haha!
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(nakuha namin from 10 things i hate about you)
hirit: "they are the kind of girls that we die dreaming about"
isa pang hirit: "not just because you're beautiful, you can treat people like don't matter"
huling hirit: "don't make anyone make you feel that you don't deserve what you want"
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bangko (bang-ko)
ano nga ba ang bangko? sa unang dinig iyo at upuan subalit kung ikaw ay mahilig sa palakasan ito ay nangangahulugan ng miyembro ng kopunan..marahil sa karahmihan ay masama ang maging bangko..pero may mas malala pa sa pagiging bangko..ano kamo yun? edi maging manonood..lalo na kung pangarap mo o mithiin na makasali sa laro..mahirap maging manood, ma-bilang lamang sa "stands"..ang galing mong mag-miron, andami mong alam at sinasabi sa tingin mo ay tama..pakiramdam mo ay napakagaling mo..ang katotohanan sa likod ng mga ganitong komento ay ang kagustuhan mo na magkaroon na pagkakataon na masali sa laro..na magkaroon naman ng mga tao na sumisigaw para sayo..mahirap talagang maging manonood, habang buhay at kahit kailan ay di ka makakasama sa laro..gusto mo sana kahit bangko ka lang, makasama ka man lang sa listahan ng maglalaro, gusto mo na kahit papaano ay may tiyaynsya ka na makalaro at mapansin..na makita ka naman niya na lumingat man lang siya sayo..na pumalakpak man lang siya sa pagtakbo mo..na isigaw nya ng pabulong ang pangalan mo..na makita ka niya sa ibang paraan at di ka man lang isang mukha sa likod ng crowd at sumisigaw..tumatalon..marahil ala ka na talagang pagkakataon.."outside looking in"
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Christmas is near. and so the kid wrote all wishes on the Christmas list and put it on the red sock hanging on the chimney..the list was so long, it included all that the kid wanted..A new pink dress, a teddy bear, a barbie doll, a doll house, pair of shoes, kiddie make-up and the list goes on..Santa got hold of the list through his hardworking elves, and pretty much like any other kid, the kid won't receive all those gift..One gift per kid, Santa doesn't want them to develop greediness..One toy was left off the list. This toy was so sad that it wasn't included in the list..Yeah, the toy knew that even if he was included in the list there was a big possibility that he won't be given to the kid..oh well, but just the thought of being in "the list" would have made the toy happy..the slim chance of being picked from all those toys would have been great..The toy believed that it doesn't stand a chance against that pretty dress, or the round cute eyes of that teddy bear,or the golded long hair of her favorite doll, or the cute little barbie..the toy realized that "the list" is far too much for him, and being put beside those toys would only make his disposition worst..the stitch on his forehead would be quite noticeable, the short tail, hindlegs that are far too short, the dry fur, the face and all..the peculiarity and obscurity would be too much....Stupid_Doug sitting... waiting... at 9/29/2006 02:26:00 PM | 0 comments
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"raymond j. san diego. aka monmon / momon / esdi / sd. Graduating psych student.
Gemini. Suffers from bipersonality disorder. Could last a day without talking.
Or could be the most manic person the next minute. Also suffers from sleep paralysis.
Loves the color green. Love dogs. Loves to sweat it out. Loves spongebob.
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